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| Professional Work | - 3D Design - Arch Viz - Brand | Advertising Consulting for Product Visual Design | Hobbies | - Personal 3D Design work in Blender|Substance|UE5|Cine4D|3DSMAX|Marvelious Designer| Character reator 3-4| Concept and Implementation of Concept Work for Gaming and Engineering. - Basically, A lot of My Career is Parallel to my Fascination, Wonder, Limitless Potential, etc) of Technology. - I was always a "The Smart and Creative Kid" ever since Kindergarden who always felt like I was more of an Observer of Life as opposed to a Participant. I Loved to do anything involving Art regardless of the Medium, and as most Kids, I love Video Games. - In hindsight, I think The Most Significant event of my Life for paving the road of for Most of my Life, was when My Ole' Moms and Pops bought our Families first "Home Computer", which was a Packard Bell back in (1995?) when I was 8 or 9. Having been Given such a Powerful Tool which Allowed a Kid as Myself Access to The World and Its Limitless Possibilities was Insane as a look back at those times. It made such a deep Carving|Impression as an anchor in my Childhood Memory, it's easy to start from there and expand outward when thinking about Childhood. Now, with a "Mature" Mindset, being able to refelect and have the Appreciation, Love, and Recognition for all the Wonderful thing I was Fortunate enough to have, #1 by far would be my amazing Parents and Family. We were (Lower-Middle Class) which so that $1500 Computer was no a Joke. My Parents always made sure my brother and I came first and raised us the best way any parent could in my opinion. So even though they struggled, I never felt ashamed for being Poor, eve n as a kid and having friends or seeing other kids just Gluttoned by comical amounts of Material Possessions. - One Thing Funny I'm sure Most People can relate to If they're my age and were into PCs back then. That Iconic and Terrifying Sound of a 56K modem Connecting to the Internet. I like to says its rather the initial "Death Throes and Screams" it's Experiencing as its Little Port Ripped open and Penetrated by a Massive Cosmic Tentacle in order to Transfer Genetic Data From of the Hive Mind (Internet), haha. - Anyways, My world changed after getting that PC and I slowly over time I became a Degenerate in a Classy sense, meaning being Product of The Internet in its Glory days as it Blossomed from is Cocoon, readily available, and fundamentally changed the landscape of the World. - I've been living a Life built on/in a Foundation of This |Digital Reality|, So to Speak. I fortunately have the Awareness and ability to experience Multiple Realities or States of Mind with the Gifts of Psychedelic Anologs, Dreams, Meditation, etc) But Im Extremely Curious and find it very Peculiar why I Gravitate to "The Digital" as All My Interests, Jobs, Ideas, come from a mindset constructed, conceived, and Influence by Internet/Technology. Sort of making me a "Child of a Digital Construct" rather than This (Volume/Space/Area) of Incomprehensible Size (Macro and Micro), the Beauty, Power, Magnificence of This Cosmic Analog of Chaos and Order which Materialized us all into Existence and gifted us with Self-Awareness. I think sometimes that Its almost as if everything that is experienced and witnessed by Living Beings as a way for Itself to have a form of Consciousness or State of Being. Essentially, A Collective|Network of Data Transmitted from an infinite amount of onslaught from Cause and Reactions, which then Relays the Data|Feedback allowing Credence for ones own Existence. We are the Mirrors to the Cosmos and give it Validity. - Sorry, Im high. Don take that as some pretenious statement. If anything just shit on me for it, it is the internet for fuck sake. That's If somebody random poor soul even managed to read nonsensical ramble I wrote in this box.